Bellaangelita09

When you see me You see What you see. But when you see me What you see Is not me. What you see are your fears reflected. Your reflected fears Reflect in me On repeat They multiply Until there is nothing in me But what you want to see.

I vomit up my heart for you It sickens me to know You only see what you believe. I am faithless. I am shattered. As I vomit up these feelings for you. Is it good? Is it true? It twists my insides Knowing you are faithless In your faith to me.

She loves him but he doesn't know. He fears her but she doesn't hear. His cries reach nothingness. Her tears are left unseen. She reaches for air, There is nothing, And nothing is there. When she sees him She sees Life. When he sees her He sees Death. His fear is multiplied Into her soul. She repeats Her frozen words. He never sees her, She never hears him. Her head hits glass, His heart meets ice. They never make it past this point. They suffer in their blindness. They suffer in their silence.

I think I pause I stop I listen I know You're wrong

I always feel like I'm falling When I'm failing And I'm failing as I'm falling I catch myself On your razor sharp words I stumble As I pause I listen again to what you've said It hurts To hear you say The things you think you know But you don't know You don't know shit And obviously You don't know me

I hold my breath for you, I can see you're trying. I watch and I wait. I know you're trying so hard, And I want to hold out my hand to you. But you won't take it, And I understand, You're not ready yet. It's okay, I know you're trying for something, But it's not for me. But at least it's for something. I just don't know How to encourage you In all the right ways. If I knew how I would, I'm fighting for you Just as you fight for something. But it's not for me. But at least it's for something.

I know I'm hurting you, As I say I'm sorry. You say, "it's fine" As I cut myself, I cut myself deep With my own words, I hurt you I hurt myself. I need to justify the pain I'm causing you. I don't know what to say anymore I don't know how to live anymore As you tell me "it happens all the time" I cry for all I've done to you I try so hard I try and I try and I try that much harder. And I ruin it all the same. No matter where I turn, It's always the wrong way.

It's going on and all the while I'm just spinning. Enjoying that crazy in the head feeling you give to me. I close my eyes and sing the lyrics, To every love song I can think of. But you don't seem to see, What I see when I look at you. I wish you could just see, What I see when I look at you. I wish you could just see, What I see in you. So just close your eyes and sing, "There's nobody here, Just us three, You, me, and, This thing that we cannot name." And you don't seem to see, What I see when I look at you. I wish you could just see, What I see when I look at you. I wish you could just see, What I see in you. And I wi